Link: (right-click, save as): Looking - Finding - Losing - Looking.mp3
Time: 19:42
Composed/performed: April 3rd, 2006

An original intent of this site was that I'd post anything and everything here, not just what may come to be a 'portfolio', so to speak. I want to feel comfortable posting my musical sketches-- almost diary entries--, without some attempt to attain accomplishment, but just to record my thoughts, moods, and expressions. But I still want people to listen to it, comment on it, offer criticisms, interpret what they get from it, even if it's annoyance.

So last night I set back on that by recording another piano improvisation. It follows some of my usual patterns, but also deviates. I'm looking for things. Sometimes I find them. Sometimes I find the wrong things! But damn it, I put the wrong things to use, anyhow. And that may as well be a life philosophy. If I didn't attain what I was trying to do, then I may as well move on from what I got and see where that leads me.

This does that. And finally, it lets me resolve.

So this is me right now. Or at least an approximation thereof.

I may make changes to this later on. But it is what it is right now.